Wednesday, January 28, 2009

the right choice

A lot of times we regret words we said or left unsaid.

We are sorry for starts that had bitter endings...

For chances we threw away…

For choices we should not have made…

For signs we ignored…

People we hurt and wounds inflicted on them…

The past can’t be rewritten

nor cannot be taken back.

But it can teach us lessons-

which hopefully would help us

be better persons…

so next time you will never have to commit

the same mistakes

and this time

make the right choice.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

the undead

I was not aware that he came only to love me for a while.


I was aiming to be with him forever but he’s not willing to work it out.


While I was busy planning for us, he was busy planning his life with another person.


It hurts too much but all I can do is watch him walk away and that’s the end of it.

There goes my forever.

There goes my life.

I know he’s gone

but

holding onto him

has become my way

to keep me alive.

Friday, January 23, 2009

love shouldn't be one of them...

Unless it's

mad,


passionate,



extraordinary LOVE,



it's a waste of time.


There are too many mediocre things in life


and


love


shouldn't be

one of them...

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

for once....

For once I want to be the one who made the player fall,

the one who made the player change


and made the player give his all....

I want to be the person made the player quit the game,

retire the jersey...

and draw hearts around my name...


even just for this one time,


i want to be loved,


not played.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

unreasonable

Sometimes its easier to let the one you love go,


not knowing the real reason


because it would surely hurt more


when you find it


unreasonable...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

fairy tale expectations

I don’t know why I won’t learn


that my Romeo isn’t ready to die for me,


that my prince charming isn’t interested to know who owns the other half of my glass shoes,


that my Jack would just leave me dying in the sunken ship,

that my Peter Pan wont be with me forever

and

that the person I gave my heart to

will never realize that there’s a


happily ever after

that can be found in me.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

holding the rope

Deepening intimacy without accepting a commitment is dangerous.


It’s like going mountain climbing with a partner


who isn’t sure he or she wants


the responsibility


of holding


your rope.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

one season ends yet another one begins...

If you give up when it's winter,
you'll surely miss the promise of your spring,

the beauty of your summer
and the fulfillment of your fall...

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joys of all the rest..

Don't just judge life by one difficult season
but instead persevere through the difficult patches...

And better ones are sure to come,


some time or later...

Whydoes he need to make me fall...?

...when he's not going to CATCH me??!??

it hurts...

but it hurts me more when i see

him catching someone else while

i'm falling..... =(

Monday, January 12, 2009

the logic of letting go

I was never that person who patiently picks up broken fragments

and glue them together again


and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.



What is broken is broken…


And I’d rather remember it as it was best than mend it


and see the broken pieces as long as I live.


--Margaret Mitchell

 
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