i don't know if...

I don't know if i still have that speacial feelings for him...

I think of him often but i don't know if I'm missing him...

Seems like I went numb after those bitter-sweet memories that I had with him...

We're moving on with our own lives,

I could even sense that he's happy with someone else...

I really don't know if im jealous of her,

I don't know if i should be bothered by her existence.

Its just that I can't bear seeing him with someone else.


I don't want to see him,

nor hear him speak to me ever again.

Ii just want to live life by thinking that he exist in nowhere

and that ain't for real.