Friday, November 28, 2008

it's your turn to miss me...

When Peter Pan saw Tinkerbelle again after quite sometime,
he asked "why did you have to go away for so long?"

Tinkerbelle replied:"You never gave me a REASON to come back.

I was always there when you needed me, but I guess you never showed how important I am to your life.

Now it's different and now we've changed.

But I’m still smiling."

Peter Pan then asked her "why?"

Tinkerbelle :"I myself don't know the reason.

it's just that now...

it's your turn to miss me."


doses of sanity

1. Enjoy Life.. There's plenty of time to be dead..

2. Sometimes, nobody really cares if you are miserable, so you might as well be happy.

3. If you can't solve it, it's not a problem—it's reality..

4. Happiness is like a perfume. You can't pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself

5. If all good things must come to an end, then don't worry, all bad things eventually would end too..

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

sad but so true...

Just because you survived

doesn't mean it's over...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

when they don't come true...

"Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true.

But its the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem

so personal,

so reasonable,

so attainable.

You're always close enough to touch...

but never quite close enough to hold it in...

- Nicholas Sparks

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Some said...

"The heart is a fertile place...

Anything planted there will grow for sure...

even hatred."

once you love

Once you love someone you'll never get the chance to stop.

Because you can't teach your heart and it isn't easy to fall apart.

There maybe a chance he will break your heart in two.

And you'll see yourself, crying at the corner of your room.

You can't blame something that once made you smile because it was your choice to let it in your heart.

Every tear, every laugh, every happiness you felt....

Every pain, every smile, every sadness it brought you....

That's love...

They say love begins with one hello.

It takes some words to make you fall
and one word to break your heart.

-and that's goodbye...

Friday, November 21, 2008

the cycle never ends...

" our desire to find love,

we hurt people..

in our desire to keep it,

we hurt ourselves.."

wishful thinking

Everyday I wish for that someone to love me in return.

But tonight....

I think I'm going to wish something else-

the maturity to realize that he won't and will never be 


I would be just fine.

true... somehow

Those who are bitter are STRONGER individuals.

Want to know WHY?

Because STRONG people know how to control their emotions.

And BITTER people know when to realize that it's ENOUGH and it's OVER.

BITTERNESS is not totally a negative thing.

It's just a way of showing to that one person
that in life, there is such thing as I still love you
I do not want you anymore.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

overwhelming presence

One grows distant from another

not because of hatred,

not because of indifference,

but sometimes,

because of fear.

There's the fear that the hurt gets greater

as one gets closer...

a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply,

and consequently drown

in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities.

At times,

what drives one away

is not the absence of emotion,

but the

overwhelming presence of it. :(

Thursday, November 13, 2008

full reward

Nothing in this life is ever easy.

Sometimes even after doing our very best

we still end up pretty short.

But always remember:

Effort only releases its full rewards

after one constantly refuses

to give up. :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

i don't know if...

I don't know if i still have that speacial feelings for him...

I think of him often but i don't know if I'm missing him...

Seems like I went numb after those bitter-sweet memories that I had with him...

We're moving on with our own lives,

I could even sense that he's happy with someone else...

I really don't know if im jealous of her,

I don't know if i should be bothered by her existence.

Its just that I can't bear seeing him with someone else.

I don't want to see him,

nor hear him speak to me ever again.

Ii just want to live life by thinking that he exist in nowhere

and that ain't for real.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

and therein lies the irony...

A broken heart is the single greatest pain you will ever have to endure.

In fact, the most hurt you can ever imagine. ='(

And the one who commits this emotional crime

is not someone you hate;

it is not even someone you dislike...


because the only person who is capable of breaking your heart

is the one who holds it precariously in their hands,

the one with whom you have shared your dreams,

your secrets,

your fears -

the one you love more than anybody else in the world.

And therein lies the irony...

Thursday, November 6, 2008

a guy who loves you...

The guy who loves you can't actually state the reason why he does,

he only knows you're the only thing that matters next to his family.

The guy who loves you worries a lot when he can't hear a word from you

even after he just dropped you home,

only because he cares.

The guy who loves you apologizes

even if he knows you're wrong,

he just wants you to be happy.

A guy loves a girl when he knows what is best for both of them...

Let go even though it hurts...

Yet, he still hopes for a future with you.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I hate love

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

then one stupid person,

no different from any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you.

They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like kiss you or smile at you,

and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends'

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts.

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt,

a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

- Rose Walker in Neil Gaiman's The Sandman #65

Saturday, November 1, 2008

and you learn your true WORTH

After a while you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand and chaining a soul...

And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning

and company doesnt mean security,

And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts

and presents arent promises...

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up

and your eyes open,

with the grace of an adult,

not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build all your roads on today

because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans.

After a while you learn that even

sunshine burns if you get too much.

So plant your garden

and decorate your own soul,

instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really are strong..

and you really do have worth.

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