Saturday, May 30, 2009

What is Heartache?

Heartache is feeling all the love you could possibly possess for that one person
and at the same time know that the feelings are not mutual.

Heartache is having that feeling of anticipation crushed down when you see him
and know that you can’t have him.

Heartache is trying to be a good friend and listen to him express his own feelings of love...
for someone else.

Heartache is him coming to you for relationship advice and you trying with all your power not to give him advice that will surely demolish his current relationship.

Heartache is wanting so desperately to grab him and give him one of those huge fireworks exploding, academy-award winning,would only happen in a movie because he loves somebody else kisses.....but you know you can’t.

Heartache is forcing your body to play dead towards him so as to not give any true feeling away, even though the deafening sound of your heart beating out his name is driving you insane.

Heartache is having to tell someone who just asked who that guy you were walking with was...
"ohh him, we're just friends", while inside you cry and whisper..

"that’s all we'll ever be.."

Monday, May 25, 2009

how to explain a broken heart

is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning
because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.

is when you think about the individual
that broke your heart constantly.
You reminisce the "Good Times" almost
as if the "Bad Times" never existed.

is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night
& yet crying more & more each morning.

is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that
sits in that empty box; stowed away.

is the cold shattering feeling you receive
when you hear the syllables of his name.

A BROKEN HEART is glancing at
the pictures of the two of you,
& then quickly turning your attention
to something else to avoid your tears.

is secretly wanting to run back to him
& secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.

is asking desperately for just one last chance
with the only person responsible for your loneliness.

A BROKEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up
the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.

A BROKEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-
wrenching feeling you encounter
when you see him with his new love.

A BROKEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do
or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into
believing that you will in fact "Be all right."

A BROKEN HEART is listening to that one song
that makes you break down over & over again.

sometimes means:
not wanting to go on.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Relationships of all kinds

Relationships of all kinds

are like sand

held in your hand.

Held loosely,

with an open hand,

the sand remains

where it is.

The minute you close your hand

and squeeze tightly to hold on,

the sand trickles

through your fingers.

You may hold on to some of it,

but most will be spilled.

A relationship is like that.

Held loosely,

with respect

and freedom

for the other person,

it is likely to remain intact.

But hold too tightly,

too possessively,

and the relationship slips away

and is lost.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

why did yours have to be me???

Everyone makes mistakes,

but why did yours have to be me?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?

Love is everything it's cracked up to be.

That's why people are so cynical about it....

It really is worth fighting for,

being brave for,

risking everything for.

And the trouble is,

if you don't risk anything,

you risk even more.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

why you held on for so long

There will always be faces

you can never look at without emotion

and there are names you can never hear spoken

without that same old feeling returning.

Just when you think

you can move on,

you'll remember

all the reasons

why you held on so long...

Monday, May 11, 2009

I bet

I bet half the things

you don't remember

are half the things

I’ll never forget...


Friday, May 8, 2009

your choice

A boy asked his girl…

Boy: What if I broke your trust someday?

Girl just replied…

“Trusting you was

my decision


proving me right is

your choice…”

make him stumble

He's got me

head over heels


I cant even

make him stumble...


Monday, May 4, 2009

Fairytale Philosophy

Why was Snow White given an apple with poison?

To show that not all people are kind

as what they pretend to be…

Why did Cinderella have to run away when the clock stroke midnight?

To remind us that everything has limitations,

even dreams…

Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet?

To show that anyone is willing to give up


just to be happy…

Friday, May 1, 2009

Nothing starts easy…

Everything begins at some level of difficulty.

Even waking-up requires a certain effort.

But one thing beautiful about life is

the fact that

what is most difficult

is the most




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