sad but so true...

Just because you survived



doesn't mean it's over...

when they don't come true...

"Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true.



But its the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem


so personal,


so reasonable,


so attainable.


You're always close enough to touch...


but never quite close enough to hold it in...




- Nicholas Sparks

Some said...

"The heart is a fertile place...



Anything planted there will grow for sure...


even hatred."

once you love

Once you love someone you'll never get the chance to stop.

Because you can't teach your heart and it isn't easy to fall apart.

There maybe a chance he will break your heart in two.

And you'll see yourself, crying at the corner of your room.

You can't blame something that once made you smile because it was your choice to let it in your heart.

Every tear, every laugh, every happiness you felt....

Every pain, every smile, every sadness it brought you....

That's love...

They say love begins with one hello.

It takes some words to make you fall

and one word to break your heart.

-and that's goodbye...

the cycle never ends...

"...in our desire to find love,

we hurt people..


in our desire to keep it,


we hurt ourselves.."

wishful thinking

Everyday I wish for that someone to love me in return.



But tonight....


I think I'm going to wish something else-

the maturity to realize that he won't and will never be 


and

I would be just fine.

true... somehow

Those who are bitter are STRONGER individuals.

Want to know WHY?

Because STRONG people know how to control their emotions.

And BITTER people know when to realize that it's ENOUGH and it's OVER.

BITTERNESS is not totally a negative thing.

It's just a way of showing to that one person

that in life, there is such thing as I still love you

but

I do not want you anymore.

overwhelming presence

One grows distant from another


not because of hatred,


not because of indifference,



but sometimes,


because of fear.


There's the fear that the hurt gets greater


as one gets closer...


a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply,


and consequently drown


in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities.



At times,


what drives one away


is not the absence of emotion,


but the


overwhelming presence of it. :(

full reward

Nothing in this life is ever easy.


Sometimes even after doing our very best


we still end up pretty short.


But always remember:



Effort only releases its full rewards


after one constantly refuses


to give up. :)

i don't know if...

I don't know if i still have that speacial feelings for him...

I think of him often but i don't know if I'm missing him...

Seems like I went numb after those bitter-sweet memories that I had with him...

We're moving on with our own lives,

I could even sense that he's happy with someone else...

I really don't know if im jealous of her,

I don't know if i should be bothered by her existence.

Its just that I can't bear seeing him with someone else.


I don't want to see him,

nor hear him speak to me ever again.

Ii just want to live life by thinking that he exist in nowhere

and that ain't for real.